Facing Fears
Since my last break up, I have been dodging relationships like hell, lol.
Dating and talking to women, but avoiding the whole relationship talk...
Trying not to fall in love with anyone...
Neglecting others when I feel that I am developing true feelings for anyone...
Having women fall in love with me, while I hold back...
All because of fear...I fear of having another failed relationship...I really want my next relationship to be my forever that leads to marriage and building a stable family.
I really believe that God brings people in your life...So since my break up, I learned many valuable lessons in life.
I have learned that fear cheats you...it causes you to miss out on the most important things in life...I learned that it is okay to love again and that love itself is a risk...
I have learned that the past is simply that, the past...I look forward to seeing what stepping out of my comfort zone looks like...
I have been blessed to meet some many great women in life...Women who have shown me what love can look like...shown me that I am worthy of love....shown me a sample of unconditional love from someone other than God, family and friends.
I hope to forever open my heart without fear and to love like no other...I want to embrace others and show them that not all people are bad people.
I want to let my fear go...so stay with me on this journey :)
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