A New Role...

I'm someone's older sister.....

I have always been the only child, but now I am a big sister....whoop whoop, thanks to my dad lol

My entire perspective has changed...I have to set good examples and become a better person.

I love talking to my younger sister because I feel like I can tell her EVERYTHING without being judged.

I have talked to her about my current girlfriend and exes and she never once judged me...

I know that she loves me, not because she tells me but because she shows it...

I am looking forward to our sisterhood...She wants nieces and nephews and I do too, lol...

I can't wait to be called auntie....

My actions affect her....my future affects her...my life affects her...and I am conscious of it.

God makes no mistakes so I know he gave her to me for a reason....to love.

I never thought being someone's big sister would make me so happy, but it does...

From the day she entered my life, she has made me smile more and more....

We even look a like, I guess my dad's DNA is mad strong, lol.

The blog is to remind you that your decisions in life not only affects you, but it affects people in your life as well. So be careful...You wouldn't want to hurt someone that you love.

Pushes Me Harder

So let's start...I went against ALL fear and entered a new relationship!

 

Lol, my life is a movie...Hopefully, a classic.

 

I found someone who makes me better...She pushes me to be better...She pushes me harder in life.

 

I have so many goals in life and to have another person rooting for me...makes life 10 times better.

 

Hopefully, this will be my forever...but only time will tell.

 

I've learned that I tend to control everything in my life...I don't want to control everything. I want God to lead and I follow...I want to try new things and not be afraid of the consequences..I want to live life FREE...and to be FREE...Free to make mistakes, free to love, free to be me...and free to do me.

 

As a Taurus,  I always tend to worry...Just because we are so concerned with our financial well-being and being stable.

 

I have to learn how to relax and enjoy life...and now I have someone to enjoy life with.

 

We already have planned my 1st cruise to Bahamas...and if you know me then you know I have always stated that I will never get on a boat, lol.

 

I really believe that God brought her to me, simply so that I can learn how to live outside the "box"

 

I feel inspired...so expect more blogs...Lol.

 

Love

Facing Fears

Facing Fears

Since my last break up, I have been dodging relationships like hell, lol.

Dating and talking to women, but avoiding the whole relationship talk...

Trying not to fall in love with anyone...

Neglecting others when I feel that I am developing true feelings for anyone...

Having women fall in love with me, while I hold back...

All because of fear...I fear of having another failed relationship...I really want my next relationship to be my forever that leads to marriage and building a stable family.

I really believe that God brings people in your life...So since my break up, I learned many valuable lessons in life.

I have learned that fear cheats you...it causes you to miss out on the most important things in life...I learned that it is okay to love again and that love itself is a risk...

I have learned that the past is simply that, the past...I look forward to seeing what stepping out of my comfort zone looks like...

I have been blessed to meet some many great women in life...Women who have shown me what love can look like...shown me that I am worthy of love....shown me a sample of unconditional love from someone other than God, family and friends.

I hope to forever open my heart without fear and to love like no other...I want to embrace others and show them that not all people are bad people.

I want to let my fear go...so stay with me on this journey :)